FUTURE

It's really scary when you think of what you don't know in the future. My husband and I are planning to have baby. But when? Don't know. What would it feel like? Other than awesome, I really wouldn't know. Terrified, actually.

And then there's the job thing. It's really difficult to find a job nowadays. Who would employ me? At least I have the comfort in knowing that I have until April 21st to just lepak. After results are out, then it's time to sit down and do some serious thinking.

I'm scared out of my mind and so ready to embrace that fear though.

Anis.